putting my foot down

I dont really wanna see anymore blog entries mentioning you. despite knowing what i want, i tend to waiver. i guess everyone knows its not easy and they understand why i waiver (: and im glad they understand cuz it jus shows how supportive they are of me and how they will always be there for me.

it was a good 4 years 3 months and 4 days. perhaps u'd look back a few months from now wishing you didnt make that decision, regretting. perhaps u'd look back and say "thankfully i made that decision". either way, u're answerable to urself. i know u lost urself along the way, who doesnt! but i hope u find urself back along the way. i hope this not because i wanna be with u again, dont get me wrong. thats the last thought on my mind right now. i jus wish the best to u. as long as its best in ur definition, in ur life, then im glad for u (: i love u enough to be glad for u and to respect ur decisions. dont keep saying u let me down, when fact is that u let urself down.

good there, im moving on.